man i am going to miss them.....

so maybe i have 3 more months, or maybe i don't. it really doesn't matter that much. i am going to miss them. they swim with us, eat lunch with us, catch creatures with us, attend ALL family functions with us, they are a part of us!!!! yes i will miss court more than i even let myself think about. and joey with that "i am going, whose coming with me NOW," personality, that makes me smile. it will be weird. but these 3 kiddos are some of my groups very best friends.

briley always lets the little guys tag along, and challenges us all to not be afraid of any creatures. brax loves with all his heart, and also makes my little guys feel big! barron is 4 and a half months older than Colby and 15 months younger than Cy. he is every ones "buddy!" if Cy gets caught up with the big kids, Barron and Colby play like best buds. and when Cy is ready the 3 of them play amazingly well.

summertime is all about this crew, it will be rough! but God will prepare all our hearts for this change and i have faith we will be fine.

this post was totally brought on by the pic at the bottom. i cannot stand to think of how much i will miss her. she will only be here for a few short months, not nearly long enough for us all to hold her and play with her. she won't really know us and selfishly that stinks. however, she will come home with them and the time she is gone is really just a blink. so forgive my rambling and this heart pouring session. i just really am going to miss them!!!